weekend

There is such a thing as too much of a good thing. Hindi na nakakatuwa 'to ha. Medyo naguguluhan na ako. Ayoko muna mag-isip ng kadramahan. Buti pa nga't magsulat na lang ako ng mga kwento. Even if I'm finding that cheating wives is stranger than fiction -- making it so much more interesting these days. Kahit pa ba ako ang bida -- at minsan, kontrabida.

And why the heck am I writing in Tagalog? Sometimes, it's just hard to express myself completely in English. Which has me thinking why the heck do I insist on making this relationship with J work? Sa Pinoy na lang kaya ako? Para hindi ko na kailangan pa i-explain kung bakit kumakain ako ng isaw, at kung bakit mahirap ipaliwanag kung bakit minsan paling pati mga graduates ng Ateneo, UP at DLSU (among other schools), at kung anu-ano 'pang ka-ekekan na hindi niya maintindihan. Ay ewan.

J's happy with his work, and that's good.

I'm not happy with my work (well, my written work), and that's not good.

And I'm not happy about other things as well (which I shall not expound on), so that's even worse.

So, ta-da! I shall press the dogging button in this aspect of my life.

Wala munang love life.

Pweh.

golly gee how could it be

LoL!!! Fuck it's great being able to tell the world how Magnaboy is a UTEless dopesmoker!!! He is wasting his time,and he is wasting good fucking food..... Maybe THATS how he is losing so much fucking weight?! It seems everytime I go out,he get's stuck into the weed,and or rings all his mates and or brooke skye nude. Last night,after tea,I went to feed the friends pets....well in the time it takes to do that,he had had some amount of smoke,and spewed all my fucking lovely dinner up all over the fucking driveway. Fucking peas,carrots,and some other strange coloured stuff....wasn't fish? There he is,eye's red,watering and gorking and trying to tell me it "was the water from the river"!!!! Bull shite Magnaboy,bull fucking shite. No amount of hosing or sweeping will erase that stench for few days. So after me screamin' at him for a bit......he took off again.Been that way for awhile now;I scream,he fucks off.Works a treat! Me thinks he went to STUPIDboys(securityguard mate,with IQ of zero) where they ingested even more raven riley hardcore. Nice and quiet for me to do some gardening,and read,and eat in peace..... Today another day of him shitting me off.....so he's gone off to watch Wolfie et all do more kayaking. Think he's been looking at houses,the sooner the better. ............UTEgirl............xxxxxxx

oy what beautiful morning

LOL....Is the heading okay for ya?! Does it grab your attention....tuff if not.
Me & me lovely niecey had some fun last nite,tryin to get thru to this thick American dude,that a colt is NOT a female horse in any shape or form....but today,he is still adamant that he is right....wot a fucking wanker!!
Here,go visit his blog and tell him he's a loser!!Yet Another Tedious.
Was meant to be up at 7am,but yeah,alarm went off....woke up 7:45!! Shite. Dashed around,fed horse,quick shower,fed dog,fed birds,fed myself...then the old man caught me,wanted to chat...no time Dad,Judi(their gorgeous black Lab)was shittin' herself,backing away,puffed up,deep woof...couldn't work out why she was scared of me..then I realised,still had towel draped round me head!!! She's a indian porn stars.
Had to dash,Bax pissed off....hates me taking off,and Magnaboy wasnt home as yet from work.
Bliss.....SHOPS are open!
Mad chaos,that's all I can say....normally quiet,unasuming gentle souls of housewives,turned into vicious,snarling,trolleypushers...all out for one thing- a fucking after xmas bargain bin loaf of bread!!!
AAHHh,home again.UTEy Badly in need of de-dusting,she is almost pink!!
Magnaboy home,in bed...grizzle..no one to help unload shopping.
Just managed to pack all away,and tUTErgirl arrives for her coffee and to drop off budgie for his little holiday,while she goes to Alice.
Well...she WAS meant to stay only for like,half hour,so as she could go to the gym,but she stayed for 2and a half hours!
Aaanyway,Magnaboy got up once he heard her laughing,and again,he ended up scaring the shite out of her by appearing at the outside window of the dining room where we were sitting....she jumped a couple of feet.
She has a good set of female cum squirter on her,sort of the scream you hear on a horror movie,like when the chick is gonna be dissembowelled,yeah,like that!
TUTERGIRL said her goodbyes,and now I am sorta relaxin....tho not before going back into town for SUBWAY,and pick up my photos.
No after xmas mail,no bills....yay.
Am still tryin to get hold of my farrier,he may have gone away,but he could at least answer his damn phone.
Che'-de's feet are pretty much non-existant.Need to get her some shoes put on me thinks.
Oh,got the "Bourne Supremecy"on dvd...am hoping it's as good as the previous one...will let ya's know.
..............UTEgirl..............xxxxx

happy 3 day weekend

If it weren't true,it would be hilarious...well,tis still farking funny anyways. Magnaboy should be renamed...MAGNETBOY,for reasons of mass amounts of bloody magnets he's got wrapped around his person!!! He thinks he looks "kool",I think he looks a bloody wanka,but there u go. He has this large,purplish(now,now!) bead thingo round his neck,and now he's sooo enamoured by all things Magnetico,he's gone and bought a pack of these band-aid looking thingy's that u stick wherever it hurts...looks like he's BANDAIDMAN!!! Sheesh,I could fill a book with cheating wives fucking... Went shopping today,got meself some shorts,and t-shirts,and Magnaboy bought some dvd's with gift voucher tUTEergirl gave him for xmas(cheers tUTErgirl,have good hols matey!),and of course...the band-aids! Had HUNGRY'S for lunch,mmmmmmm. Felt a tad guilty while eating my burger,reading the paper and seeing the staggering numbers of the dead in the tsunami disaster.....what can I do? Feel so fucking helpless,so angry,so sad.... For the very first time,I am thinking of donating $$ to the aid relief....I've never done so before...but this has really hit me big time...it's the VERY LEAST I can do. Had some rather upsetting news the other day,friend of ours horse was put down as he slipped and broke his leg while in a float...it brings back such horrid memories,as my girl fell in a float 2 years ago,luckily she was able to get back up again....this poor boy had no such luck. Our friend says everytime she closes her eye's,she can see dogging uk.....Yes,I remember it well....it was very horriffic. Seeing you're best friend choking on the kickboard,unable to move,sweat dripping from them,legs underneath them....I was extremely lucky she didn't break a leg.Amen.... Watched the "Bourne Supremecy" last night,very fucking good movie....highly recomend for any car chase fanatics out there. Oh,and any Matt Damon fans....mmmmm!!! ............UTEgirl..............xx

happy 3 day weekend

If it weren't true,it would be hilarious...well,tis still farking funny anyways. Magnaboy should be renamed...MAGNETBOY,for reasons of mass amounts of bloody magnets he's got wrapped around his person!!! He thinks he looks "kool",I think he looks a bloody wanka,but there u go. He has this large,purplish(now,now!) bead thingo round his neck,and now he's sooo enamoured by all things Magnetico,he's gone and bought a pack of these band-aid looking thingy's that u stick wherever it hurts...looks like he's BANDAIDMAN!!! Sheesh,I could fill a book with cheating wives fucking... Went shopping today,got meself some shorts,and t-shirts,and Magnaboy bought some dvd's with gift voucher tUTEergirl gave him for xmas(cheers tUTErgirl,have good hols matey!),and of course...the band-aids! Had HUNGRY'S for lunch,mmmmmmm. Felt a tad guilty while eating my burger,reading the paper and seeing the staggering numbers of the dead in the tsunami disaster.....what can I do? Feel so fucking helpless,so angry,so sad.... For the very first time,I am thinking of donating $$ to the aid relief....I've never done so before...but this has really hit me big time...it's the VERY LEAST I can do. Had some rather upsetting news the other day,friend of ours horse was put down as he slipped and broke his leg while in a float...it brings back such horrid memories,as my girl fell in a float 2 years ago,luckily she was able to get back up again....this poor boy had no such luck. Our friend says everytime she closes her eye's,she can see it.....Yes,I remember it well....it was very horriffic. Seeing you're best friend choking on the kickboard,unable to move,sweat dripping from them,legs underneath them....I was extremely lucky she didn't break a leg.Amen.... Watched the "Bourne Supremecy" last night,very fucking good movie....highly recomend for any car chase fanatics out there. Oh,and any Matt Damon fans....mmmmm!!! ............UTEgirl..............xx

hell you say

I'm really quite down,the usual stuff,and that the world has gone crazy....Why do the media insist on focussing on how many AUSTRALIANS have been killed or gone missing in the disaster of the Tsnumi?? For fuck sake,does it REALLY matter?I mean,23 thousand people are dead......who cares what colour or creed or nationality they are.They are all members of humanity,they all had loved ones who will miss them just as we, ladyboy, will miss our loved ones.....they are no less a person just because of where they are situated on the fucking map.As my niece so correctly pointed out,if it was America this had happened to,we would NEVER hear the end of it.....but because of the insignificance of this "third world" country,we are only meant to worry about the Australian,or local losses. I beg of you to sit and watch that television footage,and see bodies of children and elderly being washed away,and NOT feel they are human......they are just as important as any fucking living human... Shame on this pathetic Australian,local crap.......obviously it's much more newsworthy to the local media,to report on lost Aussies,than the importance of numbers of life lost on whole. OOOhh,wait a minute.....what,no SOUTH AUSTRALIAN'S killed??....oh,damn....that's a sleep assault for our ratings..maybe we will run a story on someone who knows someone,who knew someone that died!!! Local,yeah we're fucking local all right......pitty the disaster wasn't on our doorstep hey channel nine.....UTEgirl...

dad update

This....my friends, is what I have been waiting for,for like....fricking AGES!! At least ONE decent raven riley managed to finally get me a pic of his Ute. I won't mention "some" other McLaren Vale fella's....who seem to make promises of,"yeah,shit yeah...I'll bring the Ute over for You to photograph....."and I never see the feckers again.Humph.

Anyhoo's...this baby is brooke skye. He works for the Shaws at Ballaststone. It's a Holden, it's a Cross 8, and it's in "Gun Metal Grey" if i recall correctly! Have to excuse my lack of knowledge on all thing's "Holden"!

But...she's a Ute...and a damn SWEET Ute at that. Thanks Paul for the photo. Now....all bask in the after glow of her shiney-ness, and I'll update again soon-ish

mistakes with ex

Is that how you spell it?? You know, the syndrome where you yell out profanities? Reminded of "Deuce Bigalow,Male Gigalo"!!! Anyhoo....was at our bang boat this morning, and this "lovely"(not) kid of about ten was in there with his equally "lovely"(not!) parents. He had his hand down his pants,revealing to all and sunder his ass crack,was gorking and yelling and making all sorts of weird and wonderful noises. He proceeded to take his hand from his butt cheeks,and run around the credit union with his hands touching EVERY surface he could find. This is why I ALWAYS wash my hands after being out.....and probablly why I got fucking Strep Throat...from little shits like that. Oh,btw....it's now all cleared up thankfully, the amoxillian seemed to do the trick.

Hope ya is all enjoying my back seat bangers hard work you know!!! Not easy having all this stuff in my head,then having to convert it to real words....sheesh! Wish I'd never fricking started it now! Look for my next installment tomorrow or the day after. Well, will post a Ute pic and head off for now.Ciao....

ambushed

I told Tiger I would be ending this blog, primarily because I seem to have nothing nice to write about anymore. Now, thanks to my own actions, it only reminds me of indian porn. He says, however, that he enjoys reading what I write here, so I'm giving it a second thought.

Anyway, to those of you who didn't know, I have another blog at dot blogdrive dot com. That's where the real stuff is, not the fantasy. When the fantasy becomes real -- if it ever does -- then I'd have reason to end this blog, but maybe not till then. I don't know. I'm still thinking.

As for J, he's not a bad person, but he has made me so miserable. And he can be mean without thinking, like when he and his sister told Tiger to stop talking to me, complete with insults. After all he did! Maybe J isn't really the guy for me. I don't know. I'm still thinking. I want to know soon, though. But I've learned God provides all the answers in his time.

Anyway, after yet another fight that was reminiscent of all our other fights before his accident, a fight that had me thinking, "Are we going back to the same old shit hell?" I broke up with him. And he asked for yet another chance, a chance that he probably thinks he'll always have, thus allowing him to keep unleashing his uncontrolled female cum at me. So I said, "I'll give you a month." And he took it.

So let's see if things change from now until May 12.